Someone told me that'd I'd have more love to give your sister, They don't understand that my love for you cannot be given away, It's yours alone. I fill out forms and have to write One Child, It should be Two, I have to make sure my house has room for One Child, It should be Two, I should've had a double pushchair, I should be worrying about which school is best, There will be One stocking this christmas, One good child getting a visit from Santa, It should be Two, It should be Two. No room in our car for visitors, Three beds in our house, A set of four plates is just right, Four chairs round our table, Two children in my heart, Each with their own overflowing well of love. I want to be struggling to pay for Two childrens school uniforms, Two bikes, Two Highschools to find, Two College students, Two weddings, Two people to grow up with, grow old with, Two families of Grandchildren. I think of all these things and my heart bleeds for you, Yearns for you, Wishes that it could be different. I Love You, my dear, dear boy, My little Ninja, My Angel Xander xxx